lost without you

Saturday, September 08, 2007

But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight
It’s only you and me

i thought i knew who you were.
i thought i knew who i missed.
but i realised that perhaps
you only showed me who you were then.

times have changed,
your with another &
i'll love again once more.

no love will rekindle

kissed;

Monday, July 09, 2007

quit it
if you aint happy with it.

kissed;

Saturday, July 07, 2007

those moments.

its time i realise how serious the
situaton is. it just aint me to
leave you in the lurch.
that aint calling myself a friend.
but if being a friend is gonna give you
wrong thoughts then forget it.

i just wanna let you,
ten years down the road
when i'm walking down that aisle
to exchange my vows, i wish you will be there.
the pianst.

you promised me.
but i wont be surprised if you dont turn up.
afterall to you i have broken my promise.
but you know what thats how important
you are.

your random thoughts.
the ideas that your friends give you about me.
do you think thats the true facts about me.
oh please. you should hear from that bitch of yours.
aint that what i am to you now.
a fake?
some plastic?
cheap?
slut?
liar?
everything negative since you aint loving me no more.
thats you and i know thats how its gonna be.
actually i dont bother about what you call me.
i aint anything like that.
and one more thing i'm better now than you aint
because i have someone.
but i' m true and apparently youre not.
quit lying to yourself and everyone else.
be yourself(:

bu

kissed;

Saturday, June 02, 2007

i'm a one man woman,
youre a two timer man

it inflicts excruciating pain.
its so indescribable .
have i fallen?
that bounds to be the question left unanswered.

from the start i knew my feelings were certain.
but you twist and turned the tables
you changed everything.
convincing me gradually.

i doubt you know but
i can deal with it.
i'll be living in denial if i said i could.
but that doesnt mean that i need you badly.

a past is not needed.
its tougher to go through it
with even a smile
all those sweet nothings must have
meant something from the bottom
of that heart.

unless it was empty to begin with

sunshine through my window
That's what you are,
my shining starSunshine
Making me feel i'm on top of the world
Telling me i'll go far
Reaching out, for new heights
You inspired me to try
Felt the magic inside
And felt that i could fly
I'm looking at the world in an optimistic light
You made me appreciate my life

thats what you are(:

kissed;

Friday, November 17, 2006

Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

no promises made.
lets just do the things we love.

i dont need anything.
i dont need anyone.
thats such lies and denials
the world is living in.

i cant say i dont miss you.
i've been true.
i aint no diabolical bitch.
all i can say is that afterall
at the end i'll be there.
but to you its all false
then theres no reason for
me to know you anymore.

cus it means nothing that way.
i never meant to hurt you.
when everything has been gathered
the truth will come to light.
and then we shall see whos true

the way you make me feel.
the way you let me down.
i'm over it.
i dont deserve such feelings.

kissed;

Friday, October 27, 2006

i'm in your heart tonight.

flood me with a river of sorrow.
and kill me with regrets.
thats what its about.
and thats the end to it.

i dont wana live life being
a major regret.
i dont wana cry over regrets
and mistakes i make.
i wana get it all over and done with a smile.

if i should fall i just wish you are waiting
to hold onto me and never let me go.
i may never love once more.
be the end of my misery.
and the beams of my light.
be the candle and lit me up.
stars dont come falling down
cus youre there to hold it all
up<3

kissed;

Monday, October 02, 2006

you make me wana fly
to nevereverever land with you

theres a turner to everything.
and i guess my whole life has turn around.
i'm glad it has.all the changes in my life.
the small ones to the huge ones.
from friendships to death.
the journey couldnt have gone on without you.
youre my laugher
youre my joy.
but i dont know who you are.
i'm just hoping one day i'll
meet you and say a big thankyou(:
perhaps at my deathbed.
perhaps in heaven.
but i know that youre with me deep down.

many more trials are about to come my way
more deaths, more living.
i'm really afraid of facing up to this harsh reality.
and i want to be strong.
i know you will give me the strength to carry on.
just with one smile.
youre charming smile(:

kissed;